sabatica?

My heart is beating fast as I type words that dont make sense.
what is sense? church bells ringing at 11 am, waking the kids up from their altered schedules, drinking cheap coffee and thinking about books and shoes, while I still feel my heart beating to a rhythm that reminds me of coquies, sand and camping trips.
"Se fue a la playa sin la toalla", and now she misses the breeze as it dries the drops of saltwater that cleansed her wound. The stillness of the water looks back at her, straight into her iris, as she reminds herself that no matter now far she may walk away from it, she can always come back, and the stillness will .still. be the same.